i was with a group guys in one of the dorms... there were a couple other girls but mostly guys. from the other hall comes a group of girls to walk down the stairs. the pretty girl types that dress all nice all the time. the ones that always look cute. a couple of the guys noticed and i just so happened to be in the middle of them. i heard them discuss the fact that they should be in that hall not this one, they wondered aloud why there were here.
i know no harm was meant, but it kinda hurt. It's not that i want these guy's attention, but to know i'm not enough to keep them. to know if they felt they had a choice (or a chance) they would choose others than me and my friend. i know im not some hot chick... dont even think i want to be, but the thought that i dont attract or that im less than desirable is a little painful.
just a lil.
1 comment:
B~
those guys are following the wide and broad way.
You will find one day the guy that loves you for you. In fact, I think he will probably find you!
I understand how you felt. Been there. I honestly think you younger people don't have enough "guidance" or "support" when it comes to persuing godly courtships or marriage-minded relationships. And from what I see and hear from watching and listening is that a lot of younger people have desires - but aren't really guided on what choices they should make.
The only think I can suggest right now, if you really are praying and hopeing to one day meet the One for you, is a article based column by an author who writes on boundless.org
His name is Budzowski(?)
but if you search you will find his writings and most of the articles there are about godly, love fulfilling relationships in Christ.
I love you and I wish I could weite more, but I have to go!
~A
Post a Comment