So much going through my mind right now.
Why, when it is best for me to sleep am I awake. All day I was wanting this hour to come... the time to sleep.
So I listen to the Frozen Ocean.
Still... there is so much going through my mind.
thoughts on entitlement, contentment, music, my errs, my gifts, where I stand right now, the future, joys and sorrows of this time... and honestly reflecting on the past and visiting the future. According to CS Lewis, those latter things should be visited only briefly and very rarely.
I'm trying to focus. Maybe I could get my thoughts out on one entire subject. That's not working. The loudest, boldest thought playing before me is very personal. That may be why I can't focus on anything else... trying to stay away from the one thought. I've spent so much time on it already though. It's past and future. It takes away from present and contentedness. It is not good for me then.
So what do I do as I play pinball with my thoughts?
Guess I'll just turn of the noises and listen for something more in the silence. What else is there to do?
... not just writing to her own beat, but that of the Master.
1 comment:
i swear i never sleep. i almost don't think there are enough hours in the day -.-
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