I put a picture and filled out a little info for a profile on ondaysix.com, a dating site created by Bethel Church people.
I haven't filled out too much information yet.
A lot of the questions have to do with what I want in a spouse. And while I know a little of what I want, I don't know how to answer much of those questions. The things I really want to say... I don't know how to say. Maybe because I don't know truly what I want beyond a relationship ordained and blessed by God.
I feel like I'm being desperate by doing this. Yet, I don't think I am. Every once in a while lonely, but not desperate. I don't know why I did it. Maybe because I keep getting asked why I have no significant other... or keep being given suggestions.
I'm kind of nervous too. I almost don't want anyone to take an interest... I fear a lot. I've waited so long. I don't want to be swept off my feet or get into a relationship that will end. I just want to marry... not date. I want a friend to travel with me, a friend to be there and hold me, a friend I can sing to sleep, a lover I can support in all His endeavors, a leader who will dive in deeper with me into the wondrousness of God.
I want romantic love, but I desire to realize a deeper love...
So I really don't know why I signed up. But I did. Lord have Your will.
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Hi it's me again,
I think I will be praying for you if you don't mind.
This is a dangerous area for you to be in, not the site or your physical area, but satan sees what you are wanting asking, and he will probably send a few false ones along to.
I have been there. It's not pretty. I wish I could go back, but no, I must move on and look forward and run the race.
Be extremely picky.
One of my mistakes was thinking it's shallow to look at looks.
But it's not, you need to be physically attracted,
emotionally attracted,
mentally attracted also spiritually attracted.
At this point in my life honestly I am so happy I am single because of my singleness God is taking me to a place that I'm not sure i would've or could get to if I was distracted by a spouse.
Don't rush it, I've always said this and I stand by it, I'd rather stay single for my life than married to the wrong person.
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